I wanna find something i've wanted all along...somewhere i belong.

so on sunday my bestest buddy kayla came over and stayed the night. we really wanted food cuz i never have any at my house so i drove us to mcdonalds and we got salads and then we walked to kwik way once we got back to my house and bought pop and mike n ikes lol and we got some beeps walkin there. then we chilled at my house and were up till like 5 in the morning. we ordered papa johns chicken at like midnight and got coke so we were hyper as hell. and i was spillin shit all over the place and we had a laugh attack about me spilling milk or something. it was fun. then on monday gilbert came over for like 15 min to give me a present thing he got me from up north. then he left then soon after kayla left. then my dad picked me up and we went and got ice cream. then we went to see a movie that i had already seen. and i was really tired so i was in a bitchy ass mood and i had to sit there in the theater freezing my ass off so i was like this is fucking gay. then my dad brought me n my bro home and i tried to get ready real fast and i did within like an hour which was amazing. then i got to drive to pick up jessica and then i took us to the bowling place. the place was like under construction and we had to keep our own score n shit and we were like oh fuck this so we called josh before he left and had his mom take us over to the other bowling place. then we were there and i played like one game and josh didnt play at all and jessica played like 5 games lol. then her dad came and picked us up and we dropped josh off and went to her house. we chilled there for most of the night talking and online and stuff and we swam for like half a minute. we started watching girl interuppted but jessica fell asleep and i was like up till 5:30 and that movie is fucked up. even tho i didnt see the end of it. then today we layed outside for like 10 min then made food and kyle came by and was supposed to bring us slurpees but he didnt have any money on him. then me n jess made our own slurpees and they were good. and we made scrumptious biscuits too. then my dad called and was like blah blah blah im gay so i had to go home and watch my baby sister.

so thats that. and tonight ive just been on the phone and online and stuff. boring. oh well.

omg you know what band im really starting to like?? The Click Five. and im not usually into those type of bands but i really like them.

what i dont like is that my gay parents wont let me get my bellybutton pierced. i want it done so fucking bad. it sucks that they gotta be with you and sign some shit or else id go myself. uuuugh.

i really wish i could stick to a workout/diet plan. but with the summer things just get in the way. it makes me mad. you know what else makes me mad? my fucking parents. and you know what ELSE makes me mad?? boys. and you know what ELSE ELSE makes me mad??? my mother fucking gay ass parents that dont let me do anything ever and are fucking retarded. well that was my mini-vent moment so im goin to bed now.